WHERE'D I GO? *
I wake up everyday
Without a smile on my face.
Close my eyes and try to find a happy place.
But it seems you’ve drifted so distant
I can barely remember
But in my dreams is where I find you,
And there; I surrender.
A place called home has locked its doors on me.
Frozen in stone; I wait here to see.
It hurts more than cancer
And I’m lost for things to do.
Because the only thing that mattered in the world to me,
I try to do my best,
But never try enough,
And no matter what I do
I can never make you laugh.
Your supple eyes are lost behind
A face full of lies and betrayal.
As I look back on those days,
I see we were set to fail.
A bitter pill to swallow,
Though as today fades to tomorrow
Nothing has changed,
And you are one that never will;
You’re a spreading virus that eagers on the kill;
Maybe somewhat perfect,
In the cruellest kind of way-
Now a malignant thought
I don’t think, will ever go away.
Thing is that you’re gone now,
Though you were never really there.
Two make a couple, yes
But I was the only one who cared.